Well. I am writing this from my hotel room in El Paso, Texas. This isn't even my final destination. I have been trying to get to Los Angeles since Thursday and it will be Saturday (tomorrow) before I hopefully, finally get there. Something told me when I woke up Thursday that something wasn't going to be right and maybe I shouldn't leave Omaha, at least not that day. I was right. For starters, I usually try to take flights thru Denver to LA but I think I ended up going with Dallas because it was cheaper or something, I can't remember. Anyways, get to Dallas, come to find out that my flight is cancelled along with many, many others, pretty much everything was down. I ended up getting another flight at 6:30 AM and so I kind of hung out at the airport on my cot with a small blanket, waiting for the time to roll around, only for that flight to be cancelled. It was stressful but I finally
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After writing the last post, I thought I would write more about this whole "changing over time" topic. I am still continuing to grow as a person and I can feel it within myself. I get a lot of people telling me how comfortable it is talking to me and they like me because I'm always true to myself and I love hearing that. I wish I could've started off being "true" to myself but then I wouldn't have went through this journey that led me to where I am now and the person I will continue to grow into. I was never much to "conform" but I was always trying to not be
You ever have the biggest crush on someone and then you see them a few years later and realize they aren't as sexy as you thought they were? This topic has been heavy on my mind all week now. There have been a couple people that has happened to me with and I look back like, wow, why did I think you were so cute and what did I see in you?! I'm not saying I was the best looking back then, actually, I think I have just NOW grown into my looks but I swear the people I dated and messed around with were the opposite. They started off looking good and then backtracked somehow as the years went on. For instance, there was this guy, (I'll call him "W"), and I thought he was the total
I been taking these little quizzes and I like to do them for fun but they are actually pretty accurate. Anyways, most of my results were spot on and one stuck out to me. It said something about possessing the ability to influence and inspire others. If this had been a few months ago, I would've totally disregarded that, but I am working on trying to see myself in a more positive, optimistic light and I put the results to theory. I have a few
I have just been thinking about how you never really get over your first heartbreak. It just sticks with you like a piece of gum you accidently step on with your shoe. You can scrape at it all you want but there is always some remnants of it that just becomes a pain in your ass. Yeah, it's definitely like that. I don't know why this has crossed my mind but it has been looming around like the plague in the back of my mind. I guess I keep thinking about how that heartbreak has shaped a part of my being. I don't want to say it was just that one
I took some time off from work and this weekend I finally got the chance to hang out with family. It felt so good to just be there with them and not have to worry about anything else. I took my nieces and nephews to the haunted house on Friday and I enjoyed every moment of it. Afterwards, I went and got us cinnamon rolls to make and I rented a movie from Red Box. My older sister and I even stayed the night at my mom's. It was kind of weird, though, when my husband came by the next day and I did his hair in the living room. It felt like we were
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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