"Trade your expectation for appreciation and the world changes instantly."-Tony Robbins
"You are not weak just because your heart feels so heavy." "You are a light that cannot darken. You are a soul that shines through. You are the eternal amid the moment. You are awakening. You are love." "The purpose of life is not to just be happy. The purpose of life, my love, is to feel. You must understand that your pain is essential."- Christopher Poindexter "Love your suffering. Do not resist it, do not flee from it. It is your aversion that hurts, nothing else." Hermann Hesse
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I had to take a few days to work through some personal "problem" areas, which ultimately helped to further dedicate myself to many of my goals that I'm finally going to list here... There's more than what I'm listing but I'd rather them to reflect in my actual character and not just speak a good game. Also, I want some goals to just be private for myself and just not for everyone to know everything as far as my personal goals go so I can stay focused and revel in the small victories as they come...
Everyday, I burden myself with a sensory overload from carrying around my own shit and then somehow managing (absorbing, involving myself...) to take on everyone else's shit and that's my own fault (I know) for piling on the "extra" when I know their luggage isn't mine to hold onto. However, I'm learning that my genuine interest and belief in others doesn't have to equal to an automatic "negative" quality trait about myself. I know that I
I feel like I've been on "pause" ever since the summer of 2017. I fell into this depression after being laid off from my job and I spent my days painting and trying to tune out the world. I detached myself from my "friends" because I forced myself to be real about certain situations and not keep pretending that it was what I had built it up to be. I gradually faded away from everything and everyone... I basically cut off my social media and my blog site and I was just. I started my job in October and that helped me want to
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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