This guy asked me about the last song that I put up and what it was about. At first, I didn't think nothing of it, just a song that I like but then I realized the words were all too relatable. It's a song about a girl who is in love with her ex boyfriend still but knows that she must move on and let him go, That is how I felt when it came to my first love, (we'll call him 'M') and how I held onto him for so long, even though I knew it was unhealthy and he had already moved on. I just foolishly kept loving him and would still do anything for him if he asked. I relate to the song because it's about not being able to stop loving someone and missing them even though they are not the best for you and it is foolish to try to recapture that interest from them. I know I write a lot about my ex
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It always feels like when one thing happens in life, everything else seems to tumble down right along with it. It's so frustrating because you think that one thing will be enough to satisfy Life's demands for the month, but then Life comes around and shits on you again until you're feeling beaten down. It's like nothing can ever go right for too long because the earth will be off balance, there just has to be SOMETHING wrong. If it's not one thing, it's another kind of thing. For the past 2 months, that's exactly how I've been feeling. I lost my grandma, and
In one of my online classes, the topic for this unit is about teen pregnancy. For our seminar, we talked about different programs involving abstinence, sexual education classes, and places that hand out contraceptives and condoms. It's such a controversial subject and it was really annoying to talk about it in class because we all have different values and views. My take on it is that teens are going to do what they want to do. You can inform them all about sex and what comes with it but they are still going to use their own mind and make decisions. I don't believe in the whole abstinence thing myself just because it is so one-sided and is all about
I looked back at my old posts about me changing my life and I realized that this transformation started way back in October. This guy kept trying to tell me my change happened because of my husband's interference or girls I work with. I thought that was funny because not once did he ever stop to think it was because of just ME. There just had to be a 3rd party involved for me to go thru a transformation? I've been taking steps to remove negative energy out of my life and every day I am one step closer to this utopia I've made in mind for me to be
I was once talking with this guy and it was the best conversation I had had in awhile. We talked about real eye-opening stuff and he told me I was easy to talk to, but then he told me I can't go around giving all those pieces of myself to just anyone. I like to talk, sometimes it's just nice to want to talk about myself when everyone I come into contact wants to tell me their life stories. I don't have an issue with that because that is one of the reasons why I am getting into the field of being a therapist because I give off that vibe of people being comfortable enough to want to open up to me, but that's another story. What the guy was saying was that
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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