Recently, my husband and I got into an argument. He brought up that I am constantly running from my problems until I am backed into a corner and am basically forced to solve them. He didn't say those exact words but that was the message for the most part. I tried to argue back, although there was no point, he was right. I have always been the type to run away, mostly out of convenience. I'd rather save my troubles for another day, delay them as long as I could. I realized, just tonight, that I can't keep running from my past, no one can. I guess I have always known that but it doesn't make it any less true than it was years ago when I thought I could "outrun" my past. I thought, for awhile, that as I got older, my past would sort of disappear. I don't mean in a sense of that I believed it could just not be there and everything thing I have done and been through could be
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It has been forever since I last blogged and I feel so horrible about it. I love writing and expressing myself but there has been so much going on that I haven't had the time to actually sit down and blog, that, and I had to restart my laptop and I kind of just left it there for awhile after that. Well, I feel as if I always have these great ideas that I really want to write about but then when I get ready to type then it just all goes away... I guess I can try to wing it on this one... I wonder how I am perceived by others. Like, I wish I could hang out with myself and just really get a sense of how I am on a daily basis. I think it would be interesting to talk with myself and just feel like how other people might feel when they are around me. I mean, I think I'm awesome but that's just me, I probably get on a lot of people's nerves with certain aspects about myself, but that's okay. I used to stress out
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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