I would have to say that I think my proudest moment I ever experienced was when I was in elementary school. I think I was in the sixth grade and we were having an honors ceremony for those who made the honor roll and whatever else. I remember standing in line, in alphabetical order, and getting skipped over. I was standing there, just stuck, and I knew I was getting awarded but I thought maybe they just missed my papers or something. One of the teachers, or maybe the assistant principal (Ms. Batt), told me to hold on a second and it
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This was another blog idea I had found and decided to discuss. The blog idea was to write about your favorite quote of all time. I like so many that are out there that it is hard to pinpoint exactly which one would be it. I thought I would talk about the ones on my body, seeing as how they are their permanently and I get tired of people asking me what all my tattoos mean... The first one says that "No one is free, even the birds are chained to the sky" and that is by Bob Dylan. To me, it comes at a home when I was not at my best, personal wise, and served as a reminder of our limitations. Freedom is a fleeting illusion that escapes us all and we see the birds, wishing we could fly away like them, but they can't get much higher than the sky above either and that's where
I honestly couldn't think of anything to write so I looked up a few blog ideas to help get me going. I have a week off from school, before I start a new term, and I always feel so guilty when I see that people check my blog and I have nothing new for them to dive into. However, I found this blog idea and I thought it would be kind of nice to touch base on. I know that most of my posts are kind of disheartening, sometimes, that's how I see them at least. If I opened up my "poems" tab back up then you would really see just how hurt I am, even still, but this post is what motivates me. I took the idea to mean how I pick myself back up after being down for so long. Well, I give myself
I once dated this guy who was EXACTLY like me, personality, similar dislikes and all. It was summers ago, when I was about 13 and my sister and I were put into this program. The program was the Edmonson Center and it had other kids our age and younger kids and but we (big kids) were usually separate from them and pretty much did our own thing. Anyways, his name was Andrew. He really was the sweetest, little boyfriend I had ever had and I think he was like 15. He treated me so nice and I loved that, he was like my best friend. The only problem was that we were so much alike and had almost, literally everything in common. I can't remember the specifics
I just want to start off by saying that I definitely don't do well with stress, well, really, who does? I completely shut down for a little bit and I just need to be alone when that happens. I usually like to keep to myself, at home, bundled up in bed and binge-watching Netflix. I don't have friends really anyways so no one usually bothers me and I like it that way. I have no motivation but to sleep my life away, sometimes. I actually used to try and do that back when I was in middle school and even some of high school. I slept A LOT, naps and all. I just wanted to sleep and escape to my dream world where I felt safe and where things were in my control. I realized life
I feel like LOVE has been on my mind. Well, just in a blogging sense in that I want to talk about it. Plus, it's my 3 year anniversary today. What is on my mind is how love can change you physically and can actually alter your brain's chemistry, but I am not going to go all science teacher on you. I'm just going to write from personal experience about what it feels like to be in love... Love, to me, feels like the best rollercoaster ride of your life and the worst pain you have ever felt all at once. It is such a beautiful, tragic emotion to ever experience and it hurts
I remember when I was a virgin and I thought kissing was so sexy. When I learned how to French kiss, oh my goodness, I thought it was the best thing to ever happen to me!!! I was so good at it and such a tease about making out. I would just play into it, getting basically naked with my intense make-out sessions, and enjoying the moment of passion. Also, I'm sorry for such vivid detail but it is what it is... Back to what I was saying... I wouldn't have sex because I was still too scared and not ready but the kissing game was like my release. I loved kissing and the tongue war happening between my boyfriend and I. Then, once I lost my virginity, it was still one of my favorite things to do but then I started to get turned off by the idea
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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