Since my last blog, there has been one major change in my life...I ENROLLED IN COLLEGE!!! I started looking up new jobs and came across the "want to know more information" tab for Kaplan. I filled out my info and the next day an admissions advisor contacted me, next thing you know, I am in her office, talking about a career, and making plans. I decided to get into the Human Services field and eventually I want to be working in the area of youth and
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I got "laid off" from my receptionist job at the tattoo shop. I'm so heartbroken because I thought I was doing so good and even though, I had no previous experience, I tried to learn as much as I could so quickly and be the best worker I could be. Jessica, the female artist, text me and told me they were letting me go and "thank you" for my help. I know she hated me, she probably smiled with every word she texted, though, I I am writing this is in response to Rita telling me to prove how much I do love her... So, here it goes...
Rita, we have known one another for about 7 years and those years have been the most hectic, drama-filled, and overall annoying years. With the back and forth of if we should be together or not, falling in and out love and lust, thru all my boyfriends, and her two engagements, it has been chaotic. One thing will always remain, and that is our friendship, well hopefully. Even though the Today is Valentine's day, so Happy V-day to everyone, whether you are single, dating, married, divorced, what have you this is for you <3. I had a beautiful night planned out for my husband tonight and I won't say what it is just in case he's sneaking and reading my site... And no, it's not V-day sex... That's not really a surprise to me. Any who, it is postponed until tomorrow night. Tonight we will be going to CAPiTOL night club and they are I hate you sometimes when I think about what you did to me, the way things happened with us. I mean, I don't completely hate you, we're still friends, I guess, but every time I see you I get so....I can't really think of the word but I imagine me punching you as hard as I can in the face just so I can let go of all this frustration I built upon myself, because of you. What's crazy is that you have no idea, no clue, as to why I am so confused when it comes to you... My inner world is a continuous black, dark storm where the rain never stops and the thunder is constantly roaring. My heart is forever in a race with my mind, waiting for the rest of my body catch up. I feel like no matter where I go or what I do, there is always an ominous cloud looming over me, depressing me to the point of no return. I can't escape it and most days I'm not really sure if I want to. In the past, when I used to date and had boyfriends, I used to think our relationship at the time was the best but then they actually turned out to be the ones I regret sometimes. I thought our relationship was going smooth and everything was going to be alright but then the breakups would come and I would be stuck there wondering where did we go wrong. I won't name names on here but there are 2 in particular that are crossing my mind as I write this... |
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February 2020
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