We are all on a journey, no one's journey is the same and that is okay. We have to go through our own trials and tribulations in order to reach where we believe we should be in life. It may take some longer than others to get to that point but who's to say that their path isn't designed that way with different turns and experiences that they must endure for their own self-
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I was having this late night conversation with a friend and we were talking about how do you know if you've found the one and what is it like. It made me think of when I met my husband and I just knew... I can't describe what it feels like. It's like a wave just washes over you and your internal clock stops ticking for a minute, you just know. If you have ever been in love then you would know. It is an indescribable feeling and it's the most beautiful
Some days, I sit and think to myself and I feel like I don't know. I just don't know, and I don't know what it is, if that makes any sense to anyone? I feel like I am missing something only I don't know what it is or maybe I am just not enough, or whatever is that I just don't know. I have come to terms that my mind is a dark place, for the most part, and I think I like it that way. I have tried to "clean" up my mind, even dig back into the dark crevices of my thoughts where such light and happiness dare not go
I know I barely write about my marriage but I think this is one where I will make an exception. I never wanted to talk about my marriage because I felt like I didn't have much to say about it. I wasn't the happiest, I didn't care too much that I was someone's wife, honestly. I love my husband but I put our marriage on the backburner because I just didn't want to worry about it and I just let it be. That wasn't right of me and it wasn't fair to my husband either. After a HUGE fight (the biggest one we've ever experienced together), it helped to put a lot of things back
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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