This might sound grim but sometimes I find myself wishing it could all end. I drive home, sometimes, thinking "Maybe today is the day, I could drive off this ramp and end it all, here and now." Obviously, I haven't done that. Or I find myself looking at a bridge and telling myself "You can get out the car and just jump." I even find myself hoping that I somehow get in the crossfire of a shootout. I don't know why I feel this way but I feel like I am constantly feeling this horrible heartache and I don't know how
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Although I love my nieces and nephews and if I want to have kids or not is still in the air, but I have come to realize how much kids irritate me and why. They're small and sticky little creatures. They always have melted shit in their hands that they try to hand you. They eat any and everything, even off of the floor. When you try to give them a bath, they are always fucking splashing water around, getting you wet, getting the floor and walls wet, licking the tub, drinking the water, letting the water out. They always leaving crumbs everywhere, literally EVERYWHERE, in every nook and cranny possible. They're so nosey. They always want to touch things, especially your face, they like to fight and mush your face.
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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