I was talking to my friend and we were talking about how sometimes I will just kind of "disappear" in our conversations because I'll have this distant look in my eyes, so she'll wait for me to "come back" and then just go on with whatever we were talking about. I asked her what do I do that lets her know that I'm "back," and she said I'll just blink and start talking again because I'll go silent when I leave inside my mind. She asked me where do I go to when I start drifting off and it really got me thinking of how to explain the
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I started my first night at the job last night and it was actually pretty nice. The lady that was helping to train me was so peaceful and so much like me when it came to our organizational skills and even down to how we like to interact with others. It was the strangest thing! I loved working and talking with her, but it was a weird setup because I was only to be there for this one night. My position is at another house where there's 2 staff overnight and so it was weird that I was here to train for the one night and their house might be ran a little differently than the actual house I'll be at. I really think it was kind of "meant
I kind of wanted to make a toast to myself within the title because I had to remember to give myself a pat on the back for some of the good that's come my way. I have been so full of this negativity as I've had to really sit around and keep evaluating situations and people that I keep putting off the fact there's some good, even if it's only a little good, that I'm also experiencing. So, I did end up getting that other job that I interviewed for and yesterday was my orientation and tonight I actually go to start my actual job in my position. I'm still in training as I kind of follow the worker's lead but since I'm on the overnight shifts
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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