First off, I know I have been posting a lot of music videos and not a lot of blogs. Sometimes the videos are my state of mind at the time, about a situation in particular, a song on my mind, or whatever the case is. They say a picture speaks a thousand words and I think our choice in music is like a portal to our soul. Well, now I got that out that way... I had the most eventful weekend. It was great. I ended up going to my friend's BBQ after leaving my own family's BBQ and I met some of his friends. I was the fake bartender, of course, and we all just had the time of our lives, running up to the balcony, drinking, eating, living it up. Anyways, it was towards the end of the
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I'm recalling this conversation I had with someone, I can't remember who, maybe it was my husband? Anyways, I told them how much I had changed and that I can tell through my pictures, definitely through my pictures that I was a different person than I was even last year. In my old pictures, I'm with my best friends, Desiree and Sienna, and we're at this old club, Capitol, and we are taking our drunken selfies and images of us with shots in our hands are all over my gallery. I thought I was a true party girl and I was, as told by those pictures and my social media. I admit that I did have fun and truly had a "live it up" experience, as far as clubs and drinking go
When I was younger, well, growing up, I used to feel so empty inside and I couldn't figure out why. I remember I watched MTV's True Life and it was showing something about twins and this major twin parade that was going on. I was so distraught and I told my mom about how I wished I'd had a twin, and low and behold, I apparently did. I also think that I have wrote about this before in my blog but I'm not sure, so here it is yet again! My mom told me that I had a twin at birth but it never fully developed or whatever the case was, I took forever to come out because my twin was holding me up. That confirmed my feelings of emptiness. I was supposed to be a part
I'm sorry I haven't been writing as much lately, just have been having so much on my mind lately and I've been so exhausted. Last night, I pulled up the "On this day" tab on Facebook and I saw the pictures I uploaded from Memorial Day, when all of my family was at my grandma's house. I just couldn't handle it and all I could do was cry. I miss her so much and there is just no way to bring her back and that makes me hurt even more. I also found out yesterday that my aunt has stage 5 kidney failure. I have a big family so I'm hopeful that one of us
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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