I'm afraid of "too quiet" of a darkness because I feel the quietness whisper my name and I see "faces" appear. I'm afraid of being alone, I don't mean not having others around me but I mean in love. I rush into things too fast and I am impulsive for the most part when it comes to love. I'm afraid to realize that maybe I am nothing, but I stay hoping dreaming that one day I can be something. I'm afraid of being too hopeful because
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It is so easy to get caught up in the past. It is so effortlessly easy because our past is what we know, it's our comfort zone, whether it is good or bad. We tend to base most of our present actions on our behaviors from the past. Maybe this isn't the case for everyone, but for me, it is definitely. I find myself repeating so many things I did years ago and I catch myself doing them.
In one of my classes, a few weeks ago, the topic of death came up. I think our unit was over death and dying. My whole view on death and dying is that it is inevitable and there is nothing to be afraid of. We are all born to die and we are actually already in that process the moment we pop out of our mother's womb. It's kind of depressing right? I watched this whole documentary thing about it in my honors anatomy and physiology class, which I loved. Anyways, no one can escape death. Sure, you
You ever get that feeling that something is going to happen to you? You don't know if it's something major, good, bad, or really anything about what you feel is going to happen, but you feel it. That's the feeling I got a few days ago and I wasn't sure how to read it. I was scared at first because I just didn't know what to think of it. I am still not sure what is coming but I feel like it's coming soon, maybe not within a week or even a few months
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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