We all like to believe that we're something greater than what we really are. The truth is, we're no better than our ancestors of the past. Yes, we have come a long ways from the stone ages and advances in medicine have made it possible to see 200 birthdays, or something like that, but we are just sad, pathetic humans that struggle to get thru in life on a day to day basis... at least that's what I am. I am one confused individual. I don't know what I'm doing, I have no fucking idea where I'm going, I don't have any kind of answer to anything at all.
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I feel like I'm going nowhere in life. I didn't even make it thru military school, I still haven't started college, haven't had a real job in who knows how long, right now I'm unemployed and writing on a blog no one will probably ever read I can't say that this is my lowest, because I have definitely had some major blows and shitty lows in my life, but the disappoint I feel in myself never ceases to decrease. I am a prisoner to my own mind and I know it, severely pessimistic for the most part. I want to be a better person, I do, and I've tried but someway, somehow I always manage to fuck it up without fail. |
About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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