I have been so depressed lately and so stressed out. I knew that it was coming on because I could feel it trying to rear its ugly head to the forefront of my mind and my emotions and I kept trying to hold it off as long as I could but I lost in the end. For at least 2 weeks, I barricaded myself in my apartment with these feelings of emptiness and "blahness." I barely had the desire to shower and I had to give myself a pep talk everyday just to do so. I immersed myself in painting as something to distract myself from this deep sadness I felt in my soul that I couldn't seem to stop. I experienced these crying spells for what seemed like no reason and I felt/ I feel so inconsolable. It's been a whole month and I still feel WAY down. I mean,
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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