First off, I know I have been posting a lot of music videos and not a lot of blogs. Sometimes the videos are my state of mind at the time, about a situation in particular, a song on my mind, or whatever the case is. They say a picture speaks a thousand words and I think our choice in music is like a portal to our soul. Well, now I got that out that way... I had the most eventful weekend. It was great. I ended up going to my friend's BBQ after leaving my own family's BBQ and I met some of his friends. I was the fake bartender, of course, and we all just had the time of our lives, running up to the balcony, drinking, eating, living it up. Anyways, it was towards the end of the night and having a conversation with my friend that got me. I told him I had a good time and he said "Yeah, everyone wanted Bre." I just laughed, like, yeah right. I said I hadn't noticed and then I said something about people being drawn to me for some reason and he said yeah. My sister said the same thing when this guy came up to our table and started talking to me when we were out. I'm usually oblivious to when people show an interest in me, unless I am also interested and I am seeking that in return from them. I don't know, it's a gift? I think I am awesome and actually easy to approach but I wish I could see myself through others eyes because I just don't get it. This girl just came out and told me she had been checking me out for awhile but she was too shy to speak up. I am the chillest person I know and maybe people pick up on that vibe but as far as everyone "wanting" me that day, I think it is just because I am comfortable with myself and I rock it. I went over there in a tank top and gray joggers and the other girls were in short shorts and crop tops or whatever but everyone had their eyes on me. I am definitely not being conceited because I am not that type but I try to blend in which only makes me stick out, I guess. I dress for comfort usually and I go with the flow, and that's my personality. Maybe people pick that confidence up from me because I generally don't give a fuck half the time what I look like as long as my eyebrows look good and I am having a good drink, I mean time. Well, good night my loves.
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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