We are all on a journey, no one's journey is the same and that is okay. We have to go through our own trials and tribulations in order to reach where we believe we should be in life. It may take some longer than others to get to that point but who's to say that their path isn't designed that way with different turns and experiences that they must endure for their own self- discovery? I have always gone back and forth over whether I wish I could start completely over or just pick up the pieces that is me and move on. I think I have finally found something to fulfill both sides of that spectrum and here it is: "I don't have to be the best, I just want to be better than what I am." I think I am finally getting to that point in life where I don't give a fuck about what anyone thinks or says about me. Why? Because I am an adult. I am working, going to school, MARRIED, and paying my own bills. Everything I am and everything I have, I DID IT, by MYSELF. People and their opinions don't get anything accomplished for me because I AM MY OWN PERSON. I used to worry and stress myself out over what others thought about me. I would get so sick, literally, from all the stress I felt from thinking about everyone and their perceptions of me. I had to realize that what they think and say don't benefit me in any way. I don't give a fuck about what they have to say anymore, not one ounce of a single fuck is given to people about what is on their mind about me. I have been doing it on my own and that is how it will remain, now with the support of my husband as well. People don't define me with what they have to say. Only I am the master of my destiny. I leave you with this: thank you if you are FOR me, but if you're AGAINST me, then what? Are you going to live my life for me, the way you see fit?
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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