I kind of wanted to make a toast to myself within the title because I had to remember to give myself a pat on the back for some of the good that's come my way. I have been so full of this negativity as I've had to really sit around and keep evaluating situations and people that I keep putting off the fact there's some good, even if it's only a little good, that I'm also experiencing. So, I did end up getting that other job that I interviewed for and yesterday was my orientation and tonight I actually go to start my actual job in my position. I'm still in training as I kind of follow the worker's lead but since I'm on the overnight shifts there's really not too much going on and so it's easier to be able to just jump into it. I've been trying to brush off the negativity because I know I shouldn't give all of my energy to such frivolous things when I have positive things to be thankful for. I'm just that type of person that can be oversensitive, overly analytical, and an over thinker when I need to learn how to just let things roll off my shoulders instead. I also got a call back from this place I applied and they had sent me a link to do a digital interview but I kept shying away from it and I put it off for so long (a month now) that I just gave up on it entirely. However, in training yesterday, I received a call that, I couldn't answer because I was in orientation, and I went to check my voicemail on one of our breaks and it was the HR lady calling to say she resent the link so that I can do the interview! It felt like a second chance to get it right and to get it done. I have this job now but I also really wanted this job so if I did get the position offered then I would definitely have to figure that out. Well, I'm trying to just deal with some things, outside of any stupid drama with others, and that's definitely a major source of my stress. I just want everything to be okay again and I know that I can get there again but it will all take time.
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February 2020
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