It always makes me laugh when people think that your world will stop spinning because they aren't a part of it. I also laugh when people try to make everything be about them. For example: you call up this person and tell them you fell and scraped your knee but one of your other friends was there to patch you up and now you're better. They then turn the situation to be about them by saying some bullshit like this "That friend only patched you up to make me jealous when I'm the one who gives you bandaids and stitches all the time." Like, damn, I'm hurt, who the hell cares who made me better!!! Those kinds of people can never let you have your own moment. Then when you end that kind of friendship, all Hell breaks lose it seems. They think they hold the key to your happiness. NEWSFLASH: the world will keep spinning without you clouding me, now the sun is even brighter without you around. I've had a lot of so-called friends like that, well, many ex-boyfriends like that, and others. This isn't necessarily directed towards anyone but in my situations, my world stays a shade of blue for calm and tranquility. If you think you run the show, you are clearly mistaken because I am the conductor of this damn train! Sorry, I had to rant a little bit. On a positive note, I feel many changes are about to come on. I am definitely still in this transition I have caught myself in, but everyday is becoming more and more clear about what I must do. I love all of you and I love to share my journey with all of you. If you have followed my blog since I started it, then you know just how FAR I have come and thank you for staying tuned.
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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