I should probably be sleep but instead I am up and I feel so stressed out that I have a headache. A part of me wants to reach for the thermal cup of wine I have in my kitchen, but that doesn't solve anything right now and it might even make the headache worse. Anyways I am just so overwhelmed and stuck. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I think I have a plan but if that plan fails, there is no backup. In this very second, my husband is probably the only thing keeping me from going over the edge and completely falling to pieces. I just want to throw my hands up in the air and give up. I am tired of fighting this battle with myself.
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February 2020
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