Sometimes I want to reinvent myself; give myself a makeover in life. I don't mean physically, although I wouldn't exactly turn that down, but I mean in a different manner. I want to be someone else sometimes. I want to pack up everything and move far away and throw myself into the world. I want to venture out and meet new people and it's not that I want to travel, I could move to a different city and be content with that. I want to be known as someone better than whatever I am now. You're reading this and you're probably thinking why don't I just do it? The answer is: I'm scared; a coward if you will. I have all of these hopes and dreams deep down inside of me and yet I stay here, trying to be and live the way others expect of me. I haven't gathered up enough courage to DREAM and LIVE LOUDLY. It is taking me quite some time but once I break out of this bubble there will be no stopping me. I know there will be no looking back and that's fine with me. This post is kind of short because I am on break in my College Comp II class and don't have a lot of time to vent the way I want to.
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Sean
10/9/2014 06:02:24 am
The hardest step is the first one...
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