I am definitely prolonging the "big announcement" I kept waiting all year to discuss. I am so nervous to talk about it and I want to be brave and just LET IT OUT ALREADY because I'm partially over it and I know I am not alone in that situation but this will be a whole new level of me opening myself up on my blog site. I try to post what I feel on here, but I also know that this is an online "diary," meaning that it's open to the PUBLIC and there are some things I choose to keep to myself because exposing my life like that puts me in a very vulnerable place. Also, it's healthy to have secrets to yourself about yourself. However, this one issue has been pressing on my mind for so long and I know that I will feel so relieved if I could just DO it and just get it out there. I don't want to feel afraid anymore or scared to be judged for it. I know that people are going to talk regardless of if you're doing good or bad and that's just how life goes. I want to be courageous and not feel like I have to hide this part of my life because I am not my "mistakes" and I am the master of my own destiny. I can do this, I CAN.
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February 2020
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