Please just hear me, Lord. I come to you to take this pain from inside me and remove such hate that I have been harboring inside my heart. I don't want to be angry anymore. I don't want to feel this hurt anymore. I don't want to be depressed and hopeless anymore. Everyday I wake up with this nagging sensation to dive off the deep end. I am struggling to keep my sanity, most days, before I do something I'll regret. I don't want to be regretful anymore. I just want it all to stop. I don't want to be vengeful or deceitful anymore. My emotions are all over the place and I can't stand it. I can't handle this stress and pressure anymore. Lord, please hear me. I know I haven't been the best but don't give up on me, please. I don't know what the future holds, only you do, please just show me the way. I love you and although I don't pray too often, I know you know where my heart is. Amen.
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Olliesdad
3/3/2015 04:46:43 pm
Continue to write out ur feelings theirs always someone that will listen and ur path will fall in place and build in front of u
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R&R
3/3/2015 07:24:37 pm
Amen!!!
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