After reading into the NDE and reading about how the person gets a flashback of their life and all the encounters they've had with others, it got me thinking. I started thinking about I wonder what the feeling is like; to finally FEEL the impact you've ever had on anyone you have ever come across. I always hope people take away something from meeting me or even just from knowing me however long they've known me. I can think of one actual instance where I was actually a motivator and a positive influence on one of my friends. My friend, Netty, has always told me that I'm one of the main reasons he finally got his shit together in life and he's happy I came along. He has always been a determined type of person but until we met and became friends, he was just settling and trying to get by in life. He was content with things but I basically told him that wasn't enough. I'm not going to get into the details of his life because I don't think he'd like me putting it out there, on here, but I will say he is doing so great right now and I am just so proud of him for making the changes he's made and that I was the one to get him to be serious about his plans in life. When I see my life played back to me, in Heaven, I hope I can feel that positive energy, and the impact I truly had on him. When I leave this earth, I just hope that there are more people I have inspired and had an amazing influence on, rather than people who have conspired against me and wanted to see me fail. I want to be remembered as someone who loved deeply and cared for her family, but was also a good friend to others. I want to be remembered for always being myself, even when it was unpopular to be so.
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