I blogged about my shitty life the other day and about how everything just seemed to be falling apart as it always is. I forgot to mention a few positives. I'm working on less negative self-talk and working towards being more openly optimistic so I'll try it here first. I did actually enjoy meeting with my intern-therapist-trainee. He gave me a lot of support and suggested that I join a grief support group which I think I might actually check out. I got the STOP class paid for and Rodney is out of my life for good so I feel good about that. I don't need people that are going to back out of my life when I am asking them for help and that's just that. My results were normal for all of my testing so I am thankful for that and I am feeling better. Actually, when I was at the hospital to get my testing done, I met this guy who I ended up giving one of my blog cards to and now he wants to offer me a job as a writer with this small newspaper he runs. That has always been my dream of being able to write and it make a difference and to also reach a wider audience than I currently do. He asked if I had any poetry I wanted to publish in the February issue and that has me super stoked! This year has not treated me too kindly but I am ready to sweep it under the rug and for this new year to come and bring about some miracles. Things just HAVE to get better, they just have to.
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February 2020
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