Here is the latest update in my shit show life: my period FINALLY stopped after almost 2 long months of torture, I met with my therapist (who is actually an intern in training, still cool though), I got a speeding ticket (asshole Rodney lied again about helping with the STOP class but fuck him as always), my pelvic ultrasound came back normal, and I get started back on birth control pills (after 7 years of being off). I'm sorry if that was just TMI for some of you but it is what it is. Good news is that my best friend is back in town and living back at City View so I think that is definitely a plus! I missed her so much! I missed our drunken, depressive nights and her freezer full of alcohol and dancing around in her messy living room before heading out for a night on the town. I miss riding around in the "country" with her and having random "best friend" days. I have just missed her being around... I am ready for this 2016 year to be over and I am definitely leaving a ton of people behind in it but I want her to be in my life forever. I am also feeling more uplifted after having gotten more sleep and cleansed myself of people that drain my energy. This year has taken so much form me but I am determined to make 2017 be the best fucking year I can make it possibly fucking be. I meet my psychiatrist in January and I graduate in February and that will be my kick off. I won't let anyone or anything stop me.
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February 2020
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