I am currently sitting in my Pathways to Academic Success class. I guess I should be listening to my instructor instead of blogging but I am ALMOST confident I can do both. I have seriously been blowing off blogging still and I don't even know why really because I feel like so much has been going on that I should have blogged at least 50x. I have been just so stressed lately, with work, and school, marriage, and life in general. You ever feel so stressed that you don't even want to worry about fixing the problem, you want to avoid it completely? No? Well that's how I am. I would rather just start over with something then worry about what happened with the last thing. I know that is not the best habit and I don't do it every single time with every single problem but if I can cut a corner with something then I will. Why can't life ever be so simple? Nope, life is chaotic and will never be perfect. I try to make the most of it but with every year that starts to pass by I start realize that I don't have to settle for anything. If there is anything I want to try, I should do it, if I want to travel then I should do it. I am too young to let life tie me down and I feel trapped in its web. I know I married way, way too soon but that doesn't mean I can't still explore ME. I just want to do what makes me happy and I want to feel good, not guilty, about my decisions. Also, that is an old picture of me after going out for the night with my best friend Desiree...What a good night we had...
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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