I have this fascination lately with heartbreaks. I don't think heartbreaks are a pleasant thing at all but the chemistry behind it just seems to make it all the more real. I have read about people dying of heart break and it's a real thing. It's usually an elderly couple that have been together for over 50+ years and when one dies one day, the other soon follows after that. That's actually a beautiful situation, outside of the other family members losing two loved ones that close together but that' another story. I was up late night and I read up about them. Heartbreaks can actually physically manifest themselves and that's why a person might feel sick or like their heart is (figuratively) breaking. Your brain is telling you that the pain is really there and we believe that. A heartbreak can really take a toll on a person in different ways too. Some go into a deep depression, they may turn to food for comfort, whereas others are just too overwhelmed with the situation to even think about food. For me, when my heart is under reconstruction from a heartbreak, I feel so lost, like I don't know who I am anymore. That's also an effect and that's questioning your identity. We become so wrapped up in that other person that it is like a piece of ourselves has just up and walked out of our bodies, leaving us empty. It hurts so bad inside and nothing in the world can help that. I just stay like a zombie and live in my daydreams to try to escape the pain. I could write all day about this but I have to get ready for work. I will leave with this though: the good news is that heartbreaks don't last forever. One day, you won't remember such pain and you can move on and be happy again.
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February 2020
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