Some days, I feel like I've "found" myself, like this is who I am and I love it. Then on the other days, I feel stupid and I know that I have so much growing left to do. I'm only 20 years old, I haven't gained enough wisdom that can only come with time and age. Don't get me wrong, I think I have been through my fair share of ordeals to know that both good and bad exist in the world, but that doesn't mean I know everything or that I get things exactly right the first time around. Also, at the same time, I don't even believe adults or even our elders have all the answers either. I respect them all and I listen to their insight when they offer it but they're not always 100% correct. No human is perfect, not a single one. We think we have a plan for ourselves, some direction we follow in life, but nothing is guaranteed. We live, we fuck up, we learn, we move on and go forward. Experiences vary from person to person and that's where we gain our own self knowledge. With respect to our ancestors, some things we have to learn on our own. I haven't found myself completely but I already see the person I definitely want to become. I think I'm ready, Life.
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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