I know the title is a little "odd," well not to me, but I was looking up these inspirational quotes to write on sticky notes and post all around the office and this one stood out to me. The quote read "Cupcakes were muffins that believed in miracles." I loved that it took on a new approach from the "ugly caterpillar that became a beautiful butterfly" or "from a duckling to a swan" type of thing. However, that quote was to paint the picture of what is happening in my life... Nothing is necessarily "wrong" with me, it's just this transformation that I feel myself undergoing. I'm sure I've blogged about this 1000 times and I will blog about it 1000 times more if I felt the need because we are constantly evolving into ourselves. Whether we are conscious of this shift or not, we are always reinventing ourselves, even if it is on the TINIEST level of change. I say that because I know I've wrote about it a few times before and that's because I have new goals now, I'm not the same person as I was back in those other posts. Every time I write about the "change" that is occurring, I am experiencing it in waves; change is inevitable but it's how you grow with it that makes all the difference. I wrote about different changes that needed to happen that allowed me to transition into the next change that would come around. I won't even be the same person the next time I write about this. I will keep growing, within myself, until I am where I should be, which I am nowhere near that point. I don't even have a specific point or goal that I would set to say that I have reached it and I don't need that; I will feel it in my heart that I have gone as far as I can go on my exploration-of-self and containing true inner peace will be my tell tale. Although I feel a little down sometimes, I can appreciate all the good and the bad it takes to really know myself, and I can acknowledge that in the good times. I don't know how others feel when they start to learn about themselves and accept ALL of them, little by little, or if many people care to take that step at all, but if it feels like this (this subtle tranquility and loud love) how I feel, then I could only wish that I could bring them on my journey and vice versa. However, we all have to take that trip on our own (as I've also stated 1000x before) and we would still only be able to act as a mere guide, or brief stop, into someone else's self-exploration because it is something they have to be willing to finish for themselves. I know I still have A LOT more wisdom to attain, because I certainly don't think I'm some 23 year old know-it-all, but I can still enjoy the small victories that I may conquer. I can even see it through my writing how much I am continuing to mature, even with a few "relapses" in judgment, it is still something I have to experience as a part of MY path.
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
February 2020
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