I know a lot of girls that are pregnant or have recently had their babies. I see it posted all over Facebook and even two of my older sisters are pregnant right now, at the same time. One is due in March, the other in May. Congratulations to them and the other mothers. I made a post on here about not wanting kids right now and it sort of came out as semi letter to my future children...That still stands. I do, sometimes, feel like I am catching this "baby fever" Omaha seems to be spreading around. I see the cute newborn pictures and the statuses about their bundles of joy and
a piece of me is like "Why not???". Then I quickly snap my ass back to reality and I'm like "Because you're not ready, you're too young, you're not financially stable, you like to party, and you don't even want Gamble most days (my dog). That's why not! One day I hope to make the best mother I can be to my child, and I know my husband will be overjoyed when that time does arrive but for now, we are still trying to figure ourselves and each other out in this marriage still, we are nowhere near ready to bring a baby into this world. Plus, we are still young enough, there is no rush on our end. Even though, sometimes I wonder what the feeling of it would be like, I just am not going to put ourselves thru the stress and frustration of it at this time. I have enough NIECES AND NEPHEWS to keep me occupied. They are my little babies and I love them to pieces. I just want my husband and I to make sure we have our own foundation laid before trying to build a pyramid...
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February 2020
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