Honestly, when I haven't blogged in a few days, and even maybe a month sometimes, it's not always because I am super busy or forgot to write. Sometimes I have so much to say that I don't know where to start and the majority of the time, the topics are too deep and I'm not ready to share that part of myself with the world. I want to voice these loud thoughts in my head that are just begging to be heard but I don't know if I can let them out just yet. I want to start being more open and expressive but I'm scared that if I unleash that can of worms then people might seriously think there's something wrong with me and maybe even a little alarmed at some of the disturbing thoughts that cross my mind. I do share a huge piece of myself through my blogs and it makes me happy that some people out there actually read them and can understand me on a deeper level. I think that maybe I haven't opened myself more on here is because I think I might want to keep parts of me a secret. I don't want to be read like an open book and there's no mystery left to me. I just like for people to see another side of me. I am more than meets the eye. I think for myself and I am more than just a pretty face. My blogs help me find my voice when I can't find the right words to say.
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About the AuthorI got the idea to create a blog in December 2014 on a random type of day.Writing has always been therapeutic; the only way I could communicate clearly, in actual words instead of struggling to unscramble the swirl of images, metaphors & analogies that is my thought process. In short, Archives
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