There have been a ton of things on my mind that I have wanted to blog about but then I get home from work or just whatever I'm out doing that day and I'm exhausted. Plus, I had to reset my laptop and it took forever to get it going again, but I'm back!!! What I wanted to write about first, and then I guess I'll make another post since it's almost been a month, is about my best friend. I love her and she's a good person, for the most part. I wish I wrote about this sooner when it was fresh on my mind but still, all is well. This isn't a post to bash her, it's just about me not realizing soon enough how shallow she is and a bully she can be. It bothers me because I know how good of a person she is deep down but then she puts on this exterior to the world and it is not a good person. She's so beautiful but her attitude makes her so ugly. We went to one of the girl's houses we work with after work one night, and as we're leaving, she said something along the lines of why do I hang out with trashy people and not to hang out with anyone lower than me. I was confused on that and so I asked what she meant. She said she was raised not to hangout with people lower than her. In my head I'm thinking, "Are you a Princess or something and don't want to be seen with the peasants or what?". If you met her, you would realize that's exactly it actually, in a way. So I say, "Well we all can't afford a Benz like you and it doesn't matter how 'low' a person is, they deserve a chance too, that doesn't make them bad people." It was at that moment that I realized how self-absorbed she could be and I wanted so much better from her. I'm not going to down her on here because she is my best friend and I love her but if she opened up her "soft" side to the world and stop hiding behind materialistic labels then she would see that people would love her more as well and not see her as some dummy with big, fake boobs.
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February 2020
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