So, here it is, March 30th. I decided to prewrite what I had to say for April because I feel it in my heart that I would have lost my nerve just writing it off the cuff. I must admit that it actually felt really good to get it all out. It's not necessarily the first time I have wrote about it but it's the first time I ever wrote it down in-depth like I did. I also used to write it with such confusion and from a place of self-blame but I stopped beating myself up and I realized that I have to move on from that memory. I don't have tote it around on my shoulder everyday and let it cloud my feelings. I just have to do this. Writing it out is something I have to do for myself. It just so happens that this is my online "diary" and where I feel at peace when it comes to expressing myself. I don't care what anyone says or thinks about it. This is for me as I continue to release negative energy that I have built up over the years and to let go of the shadows of my past. PS-if you don't like what I write then do me, and yourself, a favor and EXIT OUT OF HERE.
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