I have been asking everyone in my life, recently, if my mood changes were noticeable. All of them said that they were EXTREMELY noticeable... That made me feel some kind of way. For me, I don't feel that shift in mood. It just feels like a smooth transition. I don't know if that really makes sense but I'm trying to put it into understandable terms for everyone. I do know, or recognize, that I do have mini "episodes" where I flip out on someone for no reason and then I end up apologizing for my outburst. So, maybe that's what everyone is talking about? I am really trying to work on it. I don't like having those feelings where I feel like I can't get my emotions in control. It's annoying to know that people could be tired of me or maybe not want to hang out with me as much because of my mood flipping back and forth. It's so easy for me to not even comprehend the extremeness of it all because I'm the one flipping the light switch. I don't mean to be so all over the place with my emotions... I really do want to work on it so please don't give up on me just yet.
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February 2020
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